Janice Griffith isn’t shy about much, but especially not her relationship with cannabis. The 22-year-old adult film star has been using the plant recreationally and medicinally for nearly a decade. With a deep and abiding appreciation of pot, she was one of the original participants on Queens of the Stoned Age, the MERRY JANE series that brings women together to discuss their marijuana use and break stereotypes and stigmas.

On the latest episode of Deep Weed, Griffith delves even, well, deeper into her love of weed. Join her as she shares her memorable first experience buying, rolling, and smoking a dime bag, how cannabis keeps her in touch with a friend who passed away, and the differences between when she’s high and when she’s sober.